Sorry again for the delay in posting, I am doing my best to get back on track.
The last few days have been extremely interesting mentally for me, going from museum hoping and seeing the work of several different photographers - which really opened my eyes to what others have done and seeing how the world perverse them. It has allowed me to see that anything is possible and that I can get my life back together in time and that with more exposure I can get myself out there again. I am even trying to work at that same museum (which wasn't something I intended but its fine) and in hopes get myself into the art and community world once again.
This part of the museum really touched me as I was walking around, for myself it was a small opportunity for me to feel at ease and away from everyone but also a chance to people watch as they walked bye. I am hoping I can make new connections and new adventures.
I am so afraid though, so afraid that I wont be enough for anything good. I have so many hopes for this and so many ideas for what future I want but I cannot keep pretending my life is going okay.
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